Vitamine gretoase + mi-as fi dorit sa fie anemie si nu altceva ce include multe calorii

Again, panic attack!

Nu imi place senzatia!!!!
Dar acum stiu din ce cauza e. Ascult Nightwish. Nu am mai ascultat de foarte mult timp. Nightwish cu Tarja, desigur.

Si....in ultima vreme tot ma dau mare cu faptul ca m-am schimbat si bla bla vrajeli. Acum parca mi-am amintit de unde vin. Cum eram inainte, ce simteam atunci, cum gandeam. Toate sunt cam la fel. Dar am uitat pur si simplu.....si acum doare! Si nu inteleg de ce. Nu ar trebui sa fie asa.
Vreau sa lucrez undeva. Ma plictisesc. Maine facultate....nu imi place ca am doar 2 zile pe sapt.

Nu mai pot sa scriu. M-a luat ameteala. Mananc ca sparta dar am ameteli de vreo 2 zile. Am stat prea mult in fata laptopului. Clar. Gata, fuck you.


Toodles


PS. Acum imi dau seama ca fraza asta Mananc ca sparta dar am ameteli de vreo 2 zile suna de parca as fi gravida. Poate sunt!!! Chiar daca mi-a venit ciclul acum 2 sapt. =)))

29-01I59
26-28M60
25M58 ---yaaaaaaaaaay
24M5875
23M595
14-22M60
12,13M60
11M605
08-10M60
07M595
06M59
05M60
04M60
03M59
02M591500
01M5951200
30A601???
29A591000
28A5951090
27A601900

Ra.Un.Cl.So.Le.Pe.Br.Ni.Me.

Ach, ich liebe das. Dieser Tag ist perfekt. Ich brauche gar nichts mehr.

Frei und noch entspannt....

Oh. Ich muss was essen. Das hat gefehlt hahaha.

Ciao

Y control

Nu pot sa zic ca mi-am revenit total. Probabil ca suna stupid, dar m-a afectat totusi intr-un fel... Si am unele momente in care imi vine sa sparg ceva. Uneori am senzatia ca ma mint singura cand spun ca viata e frumoasa si vreau sa fiu libera si bla bla. In fine, nu includ VIATA in problema asta. Dar parca BRUSC dupa toata faza aia m-am schimbat foarte mult. Probabil ca nu se observa, dar eu simt. Nu prea ma mai recunosc. Nici macar cand ma uit in oglinda. E ceva nou...ceva ciudat. Sunt asa fraiera!!! Tipic, tipic, tipic. MA ROG. Am obosit.


Ciao

Oh boy.

So many things have happened since my last post, I don't know if I'm ever going to blog about it. It's been like living in the Gossip Girl world. Too much drama. Well now it should be over, apparently, though my life is currently taking a new turn so I guess exciting stuff won't escape me. I've become an alcoholic and a chain smoker. Haha not reaaally. I'm just trying to keep the bad energy inside my body and brain. It should be better to let it all out but nah, it's too hard. Everything is hard. I keep saying that I want to die. What a load of bullshit! Of course I don't want that! Yeah, I don't know what to say anymore. I just need a break. And continue avoiding to think. I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never ending sleep.

Life sucks and then you die. Who said that?!?! I would like to punch him/her in the face.

Da vrei ma reprezinta perfect in mom asta. Vreau sa ma dizolv intr-un pahar cu apa...