Monday, September 14, 2009

I'm not part of this world.
I'm not part of this world.
I'm not part of this world.
Calm down. It's ok. It's just the beginning.
But I feel like such a loser!
I REALLY need to sit down and think about what I definitely WANT to do in the future. Make a concrete list. Fuck the past, FUCK youth, I don't fucking need all that shit. It's gone forever. My innocence has been flushed down the toilet.
I wonder how I would react if it wouldn't be about the money?
I'm at the beginning of everything. "It's a repeat and it's getting old."
READ READ READ. FUCKING READ. Less than a month left. You HAVE to be one of the best. So be prepared.
I pretty much hate that guy. I'm somehow jealous but at the same time I wouldn't want to work in this branch. So why am I so angry? Oh, money. Right.

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