Drowning in the smell I don't recognize
That wall is in my face - growing
Panic
Money instead of happiness
My throat - decay
"It's ok, let's just be friends"
If only I could break your legs and run - laughing.
In everyone lies a boomerang
Waiting to binge and purge mistakes
So spit it out and I...
Well I'll just take a walk in the sea
While the dream is choking me.
Laughing. Darkness. Laughing....wait.
What did I always want?
Since when is the day so short?
Forgot about it all.
I'll let that lifeless face become me.